#282: Lives to might as well die
生不如死
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As if realized that the Feng Lie difference, Feng Ling
raised the head, glimpsed the Feng Lie pale complexion. From six months, perhaps
was perhaps longer, he discovered that his father seemed to be getting more and
more thin, eye socket also deep fell, the white hair were also getting more and
more, but he this year 50, has a high and respected position, was insufficient
the old such rapidness radically, Imperial Court ministers think that was he to
prepare the important matter works hard excessively, urges him to take care, he
only ambiguously will always respond to several. But daily contacts with Feng
Lie, Feng Ling is realized that he had too many unusualities these days, for example,
he bewildered delay, will sweat frequently and so on.
„Imperial Father, must take care. Or the son feudal official
shouted that a court physician does come to be under the Imperial Father inspection
the body?” Asking that Feng Ling is worried about.
Actually unexpectedly, after Feng Lie hearing this, actually
flies into a rage: „I must rest, exits to me!”
In the Feng Ling heart song, draws back hastily, the innermost
feelings are surprised.
That night, Feng Lie above dragon cot will bind solid, this
time is not in the winter, air also slightly obviously sultry, binds the Feng
Lie whole body in quilt to be still cold trembles. Since six months, he has not
slept calm and steady, the nightmare are innumerable, a night does not know
that must wake up many times, the cold sweat can always wet one piece that the
pillow covering hits. Because, he in fear.
Until the midnight, he finally has rested.
Ticktack, Di Da, Di Da......
Blurry, he as if hears the sound that the waterdrop has
splashed down, when sobered some consciousness, he starts to feel that had the
waterdrop to splash down on own face, in the meantime, he felt that his mouth
seemed biting any thing, with mild remarks carrying harsh implications. His consciousness
starts gradual sobriety, has opened the eye slowly.
In the mouth, a strong rank salty flavor transmits, but his
vision, impressively to a face...... No, that is not a face, but is head, the
face to his head, was almost pasting with his face, that head high hanging
there, had hair dishevelled, the mouth opening, two jet black eye sockets were
empty, a little bit blood dropped out from the eye socket, drops in his face,
nose, mouth......
Ah!!!
Feng Lie sends out the pitiful yell that sad and shrill such
as ghost cries, fierce upturns get lost from the bed, along with his rolling
down, the thing in his mouth also falls in the place, is a person brings palm
of blood impressively.
On face of Feng Lie pale fearfulness, collapses in the
ice-cold ground painful is retching. The surroundings are quiet, here is his imperial
palace, his pitiful yell has not actually called anybody. While his heart and
gall wants the crack, before his body, has resounded the slight sound of footsteps,
before a black shadow sways also arrived at his body, peacefully looks at his
pitiful condition.
The Feng Lie whole body shivers, the subconscious rearward
movement body, by the bedpost, is pointing at him with the hand of shivering:
„You...... Your this...... Devils......”
The person before his body, is bringing a silver mask, wears
silver clothed, the glove on hand, the boots on foot are the pure silver. Two
static quiet vision project from the cavity of mask, fall on Feng Lie, light so
is looking at a corpse.
silver clothed silver-masked, Evil Emperor!
„Devil? Right, before you, this Emperor is the devil.” The
Evil Emperor whole body has not moved, such as the sandpaper friction crabbed
sound sends out from his mouth, difficult hearing to make the person heart
twitch. „However to more people, your behind person is the genuine devil, he to
practice an evil merit, has dug the eyes of more than 30 teenage boys and girls
with that hand, therefore this Emperor made the person dig his eyes, has
chopped his hand.”
„This is not my mistake...... It is not my wrong......”
thinks that his, the Feng Lie whole body shivered a moment ago, then he falls
down suddenly in front of Evil Emperor, kowtows such as mashes up garlic,
ground that knocks „pēng pēng” makes a sound: „Asked you, has put me, do not
look for me again...... Asked you to let off me......”
Does not know that must big suffering, the big fear, the big
pain make this determination great ambition Great Wind Nation Emperor make such
gesture. Evil Emperor desolate looks this goes all out to kowtow Great Wind Nation
Emperor that in front of oneself, does not have the response. Feng Lie for all
that but Evil Emperor had some admirations to him, Feng Lie eventually is Feng
Lie, entire a half year, he still does not have the complete collapse, did not
have the mental aberration.
Dropped from the clouds from six months Evil Emperor, appears
in front of Feng Lie, his nightmare then started. He can be said as in this
world most fully realizes the Evil Emperor fearful person. When Evil Emperor
first time appears, is the way that he presents makes the heart firm such as
stone Feng Lie almost fall down merely...... He that appearance baseless before
him, without any omen and sound, emerges out of thin air completely, is similar
to by the air all of a sudden changes becomes general. Feng Lie such as hits the
ghost, the whole body fine hair raises up at the scene, is staggering withdrawing,
almost paralysis on the ground.
His first time appears similarly is at night, surroundings
peaceful fearfulness, but his self-stabilization, starts to shout „when assassin”,
he can hear still only then own sound, the court eunuch palace maid who that is
on night duty, also guard Expert, does not have one to give him to reply unexpectedly
that as if the world all of a sudden on only remaining him and at present this
whole body silver clothed, the person who the silver covers wear a look. He
stands there is motionless, whatever he yells, the cold light that in that pair
of pupil projects makes his whole body send coldly, making him start to suspect
one are having the nightmare.
In this time, most fearful is not he reveals the sword, but
is silent. In dying in general silence, calm disintegrating that bit by bit
Feng Lie that haunches.
Henceforth, Feng Lie then lived under the Evil Emperor
shadow. He possibly appears at any time, sometimes separates for several weeks,
sometimes only separates for several days, will have the time previous day to
appear before him, but so long as each time he appeared, how whatever he
yelled, the surroundings will not have a person to respond to him. If he afterward
discovered that the surrounding guard died, he that will instead not be afraid,
what makes his heart startled be incomparable, court eunuch palace maid, defends
in nearby bright Wei Anwei, serious defending there, had not been trigged completely,
had not been killed, even does not have one to leave...... They from beginning
to end, have not heard any sound!
At first several times, after Evil Emperor appears, is only
static standing there, has not acted, has not said a word, makes Feng Lie feel
one type has never felt the biting cold fear, when Evil Emperor leaves in the
peace, his hair, the clothes of also whole body were moistened by the cold
sweat, the heart is the long-term being at fierce beat condition, is unappeasable.
At that time, the Evil Emperor hearsay started to appear in Great Wind Nation,
he „Jiang Hu” hearsay had not cared to these, when Evil Emperor appeared unexpectedly
when his front, he knows, he in fearful not only thousands of times compared
with hearsay.
Speaking of guards sternly, was difficult to discover to be
able compared with the Imperial Palace place. Well-known super powerhouse, few
dare to excel at rushing to Imperial Palace. Initially cut Ye Wuchen that
killed including Feng Zhaoyang, similarly fought under besieging of thousand
armed forces ten thousand armed forces to the strength uses up, finally was compelled
to fall Soul Breaking Abyss. Therefore, only if there is a God Level strength,
otherwise excels at rushing to Imperial Palace and brings death almost does not
have anything to distinguish.
But Evil Emperor is an exception, a fearful exception. Because
he such as the ghosts and demons emerges out of thin air generally, when Feng
Lie departs at present also such as the ghosts and demons generally suddenly
vanish, cleanness of disappearance, without a trace. His way of this departure,
even if the mighty force do not want to detain him, not to mention his great
strength, even if the strength of his lacking the strength to truss up a
chicken, wants to seize with speaking a joke him is the same.
The matter that Evil Emperor presents he has not mentioned
with other people, because he fully realized that consequence nothing else but
that first initiates not the small panic, gradually, will start to suspect that
gradually this Emperor is the mental aberration, is terribly suspicious and
fearful, never the prestigious strength pelts.
Afterward, when he went to sleep will make large quantities
of bodyguard Expert defend before his bed, visits him to go to sleep. But Evil
Emperor still came, but those who make his heart almost be frightened the crack
is, these bodyguards maintain the original movement and expression stand there
unexpectedly, before look also such as, like that is opening, is actually motionless,
Feng Lie yelled that they have still moved, as if has not seen the distress of
appearance and Feng Lie of Evil Emperor completely, has not heard his sound.
But after Evil Emperor such as the air vanishes generally, these bodyguards
rush to front of Feng Lie, surprised asked how he falls down, at that moment,
he definitely is unable to express in the heart in any spoken language huge
panic-stricken.
When Evil Emperor appears at first keeps silent, if shape
cold Diao, gradual makes Feng Lie start to suspect that is illusion that all
are only work with the heart really present excessively, is frightening itself,
but is quick, Evil Emperor then makes him know the for what devil general fearfulness
with his method. On such as tonight's frightening so, he does not know that experienced
many times. At first, he depresses the fear, after being forcefully calm, angrily
rebukes, bellows and scolds, slowly, in this compared with being cut to pieces
also wants in fearful thousands of times of suffering, his psychological defense
line little collapse, in front of Evil Emperor, he did not have the Emperor dignity
finally again, starts to entreat him do not appear again, even kneels fawns and
obsequiouss. In the half year, he big sickness repeatedly, became emaciated day
by day, if not his ordinary day sumptuous lifestyle, has innumerably makes up
the efficacious medicine greatly, at this time he is the thin skinny, the serious
illness. In the palace the court physician are innumerable, can only say „tired
to the Feng Lie big sickness excessively”, even if several discovery clue, does
not dare to say absolutely is „frightens excessively”, because their from the
start some do not believe always vigorously and resolutely, dignified sincere,
calm such as mountain Feng Lie will be frightened to get sick by anything.
Although Feng Ling has discovered any clue indistinctly, but
he probes each time is asking the exit / to speak, one will be scolded by Feng
Lie, this also makes in his heart suspect. But had not actually discovered anything
exceptionally.
Under such a long time suffering, if not the Feng Lie tenacious
incomparable mood, he early completely collapsed, mental aberration. But for
all this, he absolutely did not have the posture of Emperor in front of Evil Emperor,
kowtows to entreat Evil Emperor to let off him, never appear again. What is
lives to might as well die? His clear feeling.
„You, but is a this Emperor toy, on the day of waits for
this Emperor to play to suffice you, this Emperor naturally can let off you.”
Evil Emperor visits him, hoarse makes the obscure ice-cold sound, listens in
the ear, lets the eardrum of person, heart one discomfort.
Toy......
That incomparable base and low and shame feeling awakened
the faint trace early to be suffered the revolt consciousness completely, his
body relieving, panic-stricken shouting: „You...... Actually you are who......
I and your outcome...... Has what enmity......”
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